Bitch Bitch Bitch
BITCH BITCH BITCH...
I woke up this morning and I knew I was going to have an interesting day to say the least. An Anxiety filled one, but still an interesting day. Let me fill you in.
Well I woke up and I felt this overwhelming since of trouble and I didn't know why exactly at first, but once I started walking towards my dad's van I felt like I had to hurry up and get there to see something! Guess what it was? Someone shot my dad's back window with a BBGun. It is still intact but shattered and you can't see out of it at all! Me and my dad just stood there for a few minutes trying to reason why some idiot would do something like that, still don't know why. My dad has no enemies, he is a good Christian man and no one particularly hates him.
Then at work, Everyone was trying to get me to talk to them but I wouldn't. I've learned something the hard way at work, whatever you say to anyone gets exaggerated beyond belief and passed around like yesterdays trash. And I no longer want my name being a part of there childish girlie gossip.
In all actualality, I was feeling down. And then about an hour before lunch I started having one of my anxiety attacks and I felt like running home. Even tho. Its like 20 miles, I still felt like running home. I didn't want to be there.
And Then, I had to sign the paper about my oral warning. But one of the days on it was like from when I was suppose to be covered by personal days. So now that whole warning thing is in question. I asked to go to HR about intermittent FMLA but I'm getting a run around. And this girl at work has to take FMLA and she already got the nesscary paper work, that isn't fair seeing as I asked first! There is a lot of favoritism at my job. But I'm sure that's everywhere, one day I would love to be the favorite again. But then your hated by everybody else *LOL*
And then I get in my moms car, and to make a long story short out of the blue, she called me stupid. That made me fukin sad! I wanted to cry but I didn't b/c I didn't want to let her know it got to me. So I ignored her. But that hurt. It hurt real bad.
My own mother whom I love dearly called me stupid!? Said, maybe I should have rethought the whole having children thing. *LOL* great one mom, why not just plain out say, I'm a terrible psychotic mother!
And then, I was suppose to have a date tonight but got stood up. *LOL* oh well he wasn't worth it anyway but all of this together just left me to be a bitch to the one person I do care about in this world, My cousin. I was such a nasty bitch to him today. I'm so sorry he had to see that evil side of me. Now he knows how sick I really am.
Well I woke up and I felt this overwhelming since of trouble and I didn't know why exactly at first, but once I started walking towards my dad's van I felt like I had to hurry up and get there to see something! Guess what it was? Someone shot my dad's back window with a BBGun. It is still intact but shattered and you can't see out of it at all! Me and my dad just stood there for a few minutes trying to reason why some idiot would do something like that, still don't know why. My dad has no enemies, he is a good Christian man and no one particularly hates him.
Then at work, Everyone was trying to get me to talk to them but I wouldn't. I've learned something the hard way at work, whatever you say to anyone gets exaggerated beyond belief and passed around like yesterdays trash. And I no longer want my name being a part of there childish girlie gossip.
In all actualality, I was feeling down. And then about an hour before lunch I started having one of my anxiety attacks and I felt like running home. Even tho. Its like 20 miles, I still felt like running home. I didn't want to be there.
And Then, I had to sign the paper about my oral warning. But one of the days on it was like from when I was suppose to be covered by personal days. So now that whole warning thing is in question. I asked to go to HR about intermittent FMLA but I'm getting a run around. And this girl at work has to take FMLA and she already got the nesscary paper work, that isn't fair seeing as I asked first! There is a lot of favoritism at my job. But I'm sure that's everywhere, one day I would love to be the favorite again. But then your hated by everybody else *LOL*
And then I get in my moms car, and to make a long story short out of the blue, she called me stupid. That made me fukin sad! I wanted to cry but I didn't b/c I didn't want to let her know it got to me. So I ignored her. But that hurt. It hurt real bad.
My own mother whom I love dearly called me stupid!? Said, maybe I should have rethought the whole having children thing. *LOL* great one mom, why not just plain out say, I'm a terrible psychotic mother!
And then, I was suppose to have a date tonight but got stood up. *LOL* oh well he wasn't worth it anyway but all of this together just left me to be a bitch to the one person I do care about in this world, My cousin. I was such a nasty bitch to him today. I'm so sorry he had to see that evil side of me. Now he knows how sick I really am.
posted by MizzCrystal's AlterEgo at 1:32 AM
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